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You've Got To Start Somewhere

by Nova Scopia

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1.
Intro 01:51
[instrumental]
2.
Need To Talk 01:49
i am not ready i am not ready i am not ready to talk to you, but you called me up and said we need to talk it's been ten months but it hasn't been a year yet, can't we at least wait a year you're looking for punishment and i don't know if i can give that you tell me i'm the only one who has control of your sins but that's your problem i am not ready to see that number on my screen i am not ready to talk to you again i am not ready to think about you again but you called me up and said we need to talk it's been ten months but it hasn't been a year yet, can't we at least wait a year you're sitting in at home with a bottle of pills ready to use em i'm the one who can release your sins and, i will do that, for you
3.
Memory 02:17
lately i've been doing bad things to your memory lately i've been thinking that you were a person but you're still here to contest my memory cuz i wrote this a little too early i wrote this song while you were still alive i wrote this song a little too early i wrote this song while you were still alive i wrote this song a little too early memory's broken your body's forgotten i've filled in the space between with lies i've been here all these months without you memory's fading out of sight i wrote this song while you were still alive i wrote this song a little too early i wrote this song while you were still alive i wrote this song a little too early
4.
Rain 03:02
i was down south building my own when i found out of your impending death i am sorry we made it out alive twenty two hours up I-95 i redyed my hair back to black it's what you do when times get tough we hadn't been eating for all these weeks scrounged up coins tried to get some sleep depths of hell finally get some rest i am glad i have made it here new house new body birthday passes and i go home i brought along a lot of things that hurt me and i let them go-o-o g-o-o-o g-o-o-o and simmer in me the pain's gotten old but habits are hard to break and a hundred miles to the east try to get some re-e-est r-e-est r-e-est you foolish child set still let to settle start to move all over again in virginia i first exclaim that this is what home feels to me moving forward familiar townships in appalachians you say we don't deserve this i can't help but to agree we don't - further south further north i've remembered what home is get back to it and i cannot rest -
5.
Interlude 04:15
[instrumental]
6.
last night i dreamt i was falling through the clouds toward thoughts i knew i could never avoid swimming through the air tumbling over currents heading headfirst to the ground remembering is regretting helpless under gravity it's already been done smashing into dirt bones splitting skull cracking life bleeding out when can i leave here gathering up thoughts picking up pieces figuring out i've got to live like this smashing into dirt bones splitting cracking life bleeding out when can i leave here crawling on broken limbs limping unsteadily finding my footing to keep it together [interlude] last night i dreamt i was falling through the clouds i woke in a body remembering how to walk
7.
Restless 01:06
restless without direction breathing in the pain of home - pathetic without abstention marked crosses above your door - falling against your gravity trying to place against your heart - bound to my memories learning forever isn't real - i don't think it would be easy but maybe we'll find a place to go breaking patterns is building foundations so maybe we'll learn to start brightness follows through the darkness i follow through your heart patience will forever hound me i won't ever let it start feeling like one once more forever futures visions hold - forgotten at your door the one way to leave your home - weakness in your head you will never get to go forgotten the words i said "someday i will make it home"
8.
i know you wont come back from here oh no i know there's no way back for me oh no the only way forward is the path that's lost before me i wish was a little more like hansel footsteps fade in the snow ow-ow-o-o snow -ow -ow -o we were lost long before we couldn't find our way forward we took a break from the route to try to try find our way home we toed our repeats for the third time as we cross this stream again forging forward from the forest our footsteps never again a-ay-a-a a-ay-a-a the wood is dark and deep and i have miles to go before i sleep
9.
10.
Outro 04:35
[instrumental]

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track 6 co-written w/ Elliot

content warning for suicide on tracks 2, 4, and 6
content warning for abuse tracks 2 and 4

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released June 25, 2016

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